Ohhh Things are Happening....
Sunday. 8.14.05 12:52 am
Intro
Alright well since i finally have some time on the computer, i spose i can write a new entry
Go Broncos!
I went to the Texans/Broncos game...just got back...broncos won 20 - 14...i talked shit the whole time...i was that annoying fan that wouldn't shut up...i haven't seen my broncos play in person since they played at Mile High so i had to be like that...people were giving me shit but i know the stats and my broncos have a history of kicking ass...i went with my parents and Nathan, friend of mine from work...he's a Texans fan...poor guy...i was trying to bring him over to the good side but he refused...look what happened? haha...my voice is all messed up from yelling so much...everyone puts down my broncos but deep inside you all know they're the best
Oh Shoot Me Now
After the game we went to Denny's...i swear to god, our waitress had the most annoying voice i have ever heard...it was all high and squeeky...she even literally squeeked a couple of times...all bubbly and happy...one of those people who if you're around them for more than 2 seconds, you feel like blowing your brains out...see i say "thank you" a lot and every time i did she'd say "you're welcome" even more high pitched...made me grind down on my teeth...hate people like that...and you just know they're morning people...wake up all energized, happy, and jumpy...wanting to talk all the damn time about stupid meaningless crap...makes me want to hit something
I write too much
I've been spending a lot of time with Ashley (from work)...been over to her a house a few times, spent several hours talking to her and watching movies...friday night she cooked me dinner and i spent the night...muy bien...i brought her flowers...see how great of a guy i am?...i dunno, i try...guys are always gonna mess up along the way but as long as you try and put in at least a good amount of effort, you shouldn't have many problems...well and you should enjoy putting in that amount effort, which i do...see the thing with me is that i'm a lot of work...meaning i dunno what the hell i'm doing because i have 0 experience with girls...well after friday it wasn't at 0 anymore but you get my point...and see i worry a lot and think too much so that gets in the way...but i like to think that i make up for my paranoia and inexperience in other ways...you know, like effort...she just needs to be patient and understanding, which she has been...she's a great girl...just kinda taking it a little at a time...which is good, for me anyways...i've been hurt several times before and don't really feel like getting crushed again anytime soon so taking it day by day is working well for me...thats not to say that i don't like her that much, cuz i do like her a lot...just sayin...its kinda weird though...she use to be a dancer and a cheerleader...she was and probably still is really popular and all...normally that would put me off because usually you get people who are full of themselves etc but shes intelligent and has a great personality...down to earth...so things are going well
Can't really help it though
Work has been alright...i did an over nighter thursday night/friday morning...i worked 9pm to 7:15am...man was that a long night...every person before who did it didn't have to do shit because the only reason why they were there was because they're having the tile floor re-done...i just happened to get the manager who wanted to do all kinds of shit...worked my ass off...harder work than when i'm there during normally hours...but everythings going well...i was afraid they were going to cut my hours and keep it that way but they're back up to 31 this week so thats good...as long as i stay above 30 i'm happy
Once i start i just can't stop
All of my books and classes are bought and paid for, for the fall semester so thats good...overall it cost like $650ish...which is quite good i think...if i can stop spending money then i'm sure i'll have enough for the spring semester...IF
Its a sickness really
i keep going out with Ashley and Nathan and spending like $20+ a night...chances are i'll be doing the same maybe tomorrow night and thursday...if i keep this up, i'm gonna start selling organs on ebay lol...and i'm not complaining but i'm sure i'll start spending a fair amount on ashley...if you know me real well then you know i like doing that...when i spend money on myself then i feel like crap about it and start thinking "man wtf are you doing? you really didn't need that you idiot" and i start regretting it...but if i spend money on a girl i'm with then its no problem...i'm actually more than happy to do it...and its not like i'm trying to buy my way out of something or trying to buy happiness/love...i just enjoy doing that...like when i buy something it doesn't cross my mind that "hey i'm gonna get something out of this"...see i was raised to have manners and be a gentleman...holding the door open for a girl or helping her up or something...those kinda things...i heard about girls taking offence to that kinda thing...like they take that attitude that they can do it themselves blah blah blah...when a guy does that he's just trying to be nice...but anyways, i do my best to be like that...pay for things, buy her things...treat her right, help her out, respect her...the only thing is, is that being that nice and doing those things can sometimes be a bad thing...i'm a giver and i don't think about the other person giving...by the time i do think about it, its too late and i've realized i've been taken advantage of...but yeah thats the kinda guy i am...kinda went off on a tangeant there but oh well...kinda makes me mad because theres so many people out there who just think of themselves and when you actually do find good people they're usually miserable because the only people they find are assholes like that...just makes them want to be like everyone else just so they won't get hurt...which is wrong...shouldn't be like that...but life sucks like that...but i'm a firm believer that theres someone out there for everyone...shouldn't change the way you are because that one person that you'll eventually be with is gonna treat you right and like you for who you are
Conclusion
okay then i've written too much and if i don't erase this whole entry consider yourself lucky for even reading it...hate opening up like that...then people read it and comment on it...not that i don't like people reading my entries and commenting on them its just that its kinda embarrassing...the more i open up, the more drama there is it seems...okay i'm done...finished
*hugs Cole* This is great, i'm glad you're going out and doing stuff and dating....yeah. Good boy :p
» KatnicityAnnToTheMax on 2005-08-14 02:20:05
$650 is pretty cheap! Good luck with your classes. =)
» juiCyy on 2005-08-14 12:21:35
ooooooooOoooooo... Way To Go KoLLinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! I'm so proud of you...*sniffs* *sniffs* Muh KoLLin is growing up too fast mannn... LoL... About the classes/books... Eva hasn't even started choosing nor buying the damn books yet... Yesh yesh.. I'm a last minute person.. ;ox
» Such_A_Babeh_Face on 2005-08-16 01:12:20
broncos congrats on getting to see the broncos(even though it was bout a month ago)! when they came to az i couldn't get anyone to go with me. i was sad.
» cloudracer on 2005-10-17 03:52:32
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