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Not a good day...at all
Monday. 1.24.05 3:53 pm
My dog Klondyke was put to sleep today...i guess he had liver cancer and wouldn't have made it past tomorrow...not something i wanted to hear when i came home today...he seemed just fine yesterday...when i think of it, even when he injured himself he still seemed happy and upbeat...we've had him for 9 or 10 years...really not something i can handle very well...i've always been quite close to him...he was really playful and happy all the time...you know, just a big part of my life...the thought didn't cross my mind that he'd be going any time soon...i guess i just expected him to live 15+ years...i know i was probably an ass to him a fair amount of times...i think even last night i kept telling him to stop licking his legs...other than that i really didn't see him much yesterday...i dunno, i guess i just wish i could have seen him again...maybe say goodbye or something...when my cat died it didn't really affect me too much...i wasn't close to her...when my dog Tory died i wasn't too broken up about that either...wasn't close to her...and you know i've had other animals but we've either had problems with them or something...they were never around for more than a few months...so you know, i guess you could say Klondyke was really the first animal thats been around a long time that i was really close to thats died...cuz in this family usually animals last a long time...Tory certainly did but she was more like my mom's dog...i feel bad that those deaths didn't really hurt me as much...its just, pretty much every day i'd take the time to play with him...he was a really good dog with a lot of personality and he enjoyed life a great deal...just makes me stop and think...my cat Snowplow is around 12 years old and i'm really close to him...Klancy's about 8 or 9 years old and i'm really close to him too...its just they're more than just animals you know...they're a big part of your life and that can just suddenly get taken away from you...its just hard thinking that i'll go into the living room and he won't be there anymore...as much as it pissed me off at 6 in the morning, he won't be there barking...i dunno, just use to play with him all the time...he certainly will be missed...just a one of a kind dog there...not something i can handle very well i would have written about other things but i'm really not in the mood...i dunno if i'll be on aim today...not really in the mood to talk to anyone...we'll see...i guess i'll just play some ps2 maybe get my mind off of this...do some homework, i dunno...i just don't know

*huuuuuggggs Cole* I'm sorry to hear about Klondyke. I hope things get better for you, it'll be hard at first though, I'm always here for you to talk to, there's lots of people who care. Talk to you later.
» KatnicityAnnToTheMax on 2005-01-24 09:01:33

ohhh, kollin, i'm so sorry. that is the worst. i hope your tomorrow is better.
» ladyeyeliner on 2005-01-24 10:16:35

Aww, Kollin. I'm sorry. I can't even imagine what thats like, I've never had an animal I've been real close to. At least you know he had a happy life with you guys and that you played with him bunches. At least he knows he was loved! I hope you feel better soon Kollin.
» AshleyEverhart on 2005-01-25 11:27:28

sorry about your dog Kollin, that's always tough. I know what you mean though... not having your dog around anymore can be really depressing... Ashley is right though, you know he had a good life was treated well within your family. Only time heals tragedy :(
» Zig_Justice on 2005-01-26 01:23:32

i'm really sorry kollin...i had my dog for 14 years and she ran away and died...i never found her, but she hasn't come home..she was a big part of my life, so i know how it feels..i'm really sorry kollin :(
» chrissybaberz18 ( on 2005-01-27 08:47:52

i'm sorry about your dog. i don't really know what to say so... sorry.
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