My Feet Are Freezin <-Nothin to do with this Entry
Sunday. 1.9.05 8:58 am
Hmm i'm starting this similar to yesterday's entry...can't friggin' sleep...and of course the napping thing won't work later on...its okay, i have a plan
Okay...no need for a nap...eat breakfast...something like cereal...wake me up...then i'll go through the day still being wide awake...around mehhh 12ish 1ish am i'll go to bed...get a nice long night of sleep...wake up feeling quite refreshed!
The Real Plan
Would really like a nap...won't eat breakfast cuz well i never do that...cereal? only time i eat that is at night...i'll be wide awake up until like mehh 3ish...hahaha 12ish, 1ish? yeah thats not gonna happen...i'll be staying up until at least 3 am tonight...still get a decent amount of sleep...will not wake up feeling quite refreshed...to be honest, i only wake up feeling "refreshed" maybe once or twice a year.
Ah its playoffs people!!...thats right, you lose, you go home, you win, you advance...i love it...i can't get enough of it...and guess what? My Broncos are playing today in the playoffs!...yeah against the Colts - again...everyone in the media keeps bashing my Broncos...the same little bastards that said the Chargers were so great and would never lose against the Jets in the playoffs...hah you were wrong!...if the Broncos win you have no idea how happy i will be...i mean, all through the year nobody has given my team the respect it deserves...they went 10-6...i'll admit, some of those losses were very disappointing...i don't expect the Broncos win at Kansas City, so i'll give them that...at San Diego, meh understandable but we should have had them...Chargers were way overrated...Atlanta just beat the shit out of us...that was not good playing boys...against the Jags, oh we had that game...one fumble and its over...definately should have had the Raiders, no excuse there...what was the other loss...oh Cincy...yeah that was b.s....for some reason they don't do so well on monday's...three of those losses should have been wins...we played like total shit on the other three...but lets check this out...the number 5 ranked in total offense...the number 4 ranked in total defense...and you're telling me theres no way these guys can beat the Colts? give me a break...at least give them the respect they deserve...in SEVERAL articles people totally skip over this game and talk about the Colts playing the Pats and/or Steelers...hello??? yoo hoo!! they have to beat Denver before they advance assholes!...i know their game plan and yes it can work...commit no turnovers, and run the ball to keep the Colts offense off the field...Yes, they have the number 2 ranked offense but they also have the number 29 ranked defense...drives me nuts, you know?...nobody's even saying theres a small chance my team could win...you'll see...you shall see!!!!...victory cometh!!!!
Watch the Broncos get their ass kicked and everyone who reads this gives me shit lol...ah well, i stand by my Broncos...i shall pray to the football gods for victory!
9:26...am...well i was at my computer until around 1 am...then decided that since i wasn't feeling so well and i was tired, that i would lay down...woke up 2 hours later at 3 am...i was really really tired for like an hour and a half after that but when i got ready for bed and everything i was wide awake...thinking kept me up...well and worrying...sometimes i think and worry so much that i can't get to sleep...at least i got 2 hours of sleep
My Dad, the Morning Person
Yeah he really doesn't fit in well here at the Anderson house...i'm a night person and so is my mom...i absolutely hate waking up in the morning...i do my absolute best to get every last minute of sleep...and i stay up really late...my mom usually goes to bed around 1:30 am on weekdays and 2:30 am on weekends...my dad passes out in his chair around 9:30 pm...during the weekdays he gets up at 6:15 am...how do i know that? cuz i've stayed up that late on several occassions...you think i'd actually wake up at that time on purpose?...on weekends he gets up around 8 am...crazy...how does he do it...and yes, found that out by staying up that late lol...if i could, i'd sleep the day away and be awake throughout the night
he gets really annoying cuz hes a morning person...all happy and semi-hyper...when i'm forced to be awake at early times, he'll mess with me...he'll make weird faces at me and be like "*jaw drops* are you okay!? is there something wrong!? you're up so early! do you need medical attention!?"...i can't tell you how annoying that is at 6:30 in the morning...when its that early, don't talk to me, don't touch me, don't even look at me...don't make one sound...someone will die if they do any of these things that early in the morning...there will be blood all over the walls and floors...all yuh had to do was shut the hell up and mind your own business...he gets a big kick out of it though...he also thinks i average 18 hours of sleep a night...thats cuz he's never awake at night to see that i stay up until like 4 or 5 am...insane morning person
No wonder i felt so crappy today...lets take a look at what i've eaten in the past two days...Pizza Hut Pizza and Chili...nothing else...and i'm considering Wings of some kind later today...i should just rip out my stomach and light it on fire...thats pretty much what i'm doing now anyways...oof stomach ache.
Just thinkin...and having songs get stuck in my head...Crash Test Dummies - Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm...thats the name of the actual song by the way...very weird...and after checking out Jessica's "reading" section on her journal i have U2's song Beautiful Day stuck in my head...both good songs...i'm trying to make this entry as long as possible...don't wanna go below my 5 page minimum mark here...i know you all would be very disappointed if i did
Should be a pretty good day...could go badly...but should be pretty good...i actually feel confident in saying that...i really think today will be a pretty good day...most likely, my social skills, or lack there of, will be put to the test here...but you know, just relax and be yourself...should do the trick...yeah i know, i'm confident now but when i get there i won't be...but you know, its my own fault when i get uncomfortable and things don't go so well...if i just loosen up a bit here i can enjoy my day...yesterday i did something i don't normally do, ever...but i was just thinking...from past experiences...i'm really not that bad when its just me and one other person...why? because i'll get extremely uncomfortable when that little moment of silence happens which in turn will force me to speak...i want to speak, mind you, but theres usually nothing behind it giving it that extra nudge out of my mouth...when i'm with a group of people and theres silence, hey, theres more than 2 people here, certainly they can do the talking...so i'm just kinda putting that theory out there to be tested...which is why i'm confident...cuz i'm pretty sure it works...and see if i can get started talking and things are going well i'll loosen up little by little and it'll be enjoyable...for me and the other person...loosen up, relax, just be yourself...we'll see how that goes at the end of the day.
Thanks for commenting on my entries...very long huh? haha...well theres a lot going on in this head of mine...helps me to get it all out.
I'm gonna go lay down for half an hour, then take a shower and stuff...then we'll go from there...hopefully my day will go well, and hopefully yours will too..."and thats the way the cookie crumbles" what movie is that from?? anyone?
your dad is just like my parents. my dad has to get up for work at 4:30 in the morning so he just asses out at 8 every night. then, on the weekends he seriously gets up at like... 7. my poor mom does too, but only because he's loud as hell in the morning, slamming cupboards and clanking dishes. it blows. and i know how you feel about going to bed late. or early... i don't fall asleep till at least 4 or 5 in the morning, because i don't have to be up for school until 9. but it's still not enough sleep though. that's why i sleep in until 1 or 2 in the afternoon on my off days. i think the only thing you can do to fix that is make a regular sleep schedule. something i'll never be able to do. oh, and i love that mmmm mmmm mmmm song. it brings back memories of middle school. and the quote is from bruce almighty. » Chloefoxx
on 2005-01-09 02:18:56
"An d thats the way the cookie crumbles" is from Bruce Almighty. » erinnicole96
on 2005-01-09 05:58:19
Steelers rule!!!!!!!! Broncos suck man... they suck bad.... how does that victory smell now kollin? what's that you say? it smells like poop? I thought so! hah! » Zig_Justice
on 2005-01-10 02:29:16
lol Pete you asshole » Kollin6618
on 2005-01-10 02:39:10 My aunt once lived here,
and she would sing "Oh what a beautiful morning" to me regularly....lol. » AshleyEverhart
on 2005-01-12 08:56:42 Broncos
The Broncos rock my socks. I used to live in CO. Silverthorne, not Denver but oh well. I love them <3 » StayWithMe_LayWithMe
on 2005-01-13 09:17:27
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